Friday, February 4, 2011

New perspective and a sad anniversary.

Two years ago today I spent a good portion of my afternoon in an ER. I was told by the nurse that I was no longer pregnant and I was discharged with a flimsy pamplet. This was my first pregnancy loss and little did I know it wouldn't be my last. I cried this morning for a good while and I realized how exhausting it is to be sad all the time.

For the last few weeks I've worked really hard at trying to be a bit more positive and allow myself to relax. This blog was intended to be an outlet for some of that sadness. Now I'm thinking that I don't want to live my life dwelling on tragic, uncontrollable events and what should-have-been.

So, with this new perspective comes a change that will be reflected in this blog. I plan on including not only my TTC struggles but bits and pieces of me and my life. I have a lot to be grateful for and it's time I put those things (and people!) front and center :)